Ahir vam quedar per fer un cafè amb el grup. Va ser quasi un panorama de depressió general. Era dimecres.
En Sam està intentant escriure una nova obra petita, però sense èxit. No se'n surt. A la biblio les coses no van millor. Aborrides. Sense noves idees per dinamitzar-la. Amb cada vegada més estudiants.
La Sara treballa encara més, em pregunto quan pararà. El seu sou no augmenta però sí la feina. La seva idea és quedar bé amb el seu cap, pujar laboralment o ser massoca? De moment només veig la faceta massoca, ahir estava quasi estirada sobre la taula, adormida.
L'Ona combinant feina i estudis. Quan no hi ha ningú a la botiga posa els apunts sota el taulell i va llegint. S'acosten exàmens. S'ha aprimat i encara no li han sortit els nervis. Crec que té sort, la facilitat que té per aprimar-se. S'aprima per nervis i al treballar en una bomboneria aprofita i agafa bombons i altres delicatessen per esmorzar. Després es menja la seva barra de quart amb embotit. I continua aprimant-se. Fins que no acabi exàmens no recuperarà el seu pes normal.
Jo a la feina vaig fent. Esperant. Esperant que tingui una feina més interessant. Esperant que confiïn més en mi i m'ofereixin bones feinetes. Mirant ofertes. Pensant en tots els cursos que puc fer a l'estiu: idiomes, cursos d'estiu de la universitat... Sembla que em sobri temps.
Ahir feiem la cerveseta, la coca-cola, la llimonada, asseguts, en silenci part del temps. Cansats. Esgotats. Desitjant passar una setmana que sembla no acabar mai. Esperant temps millors.
Els trenta-nou esglaons. John Buchan
Fa 3 setmanes
6 comentaris:
què està passant aquesta primavera? encara no notem aquell subidon, la meva teoria és que s'acosta un estiu de canícula extrema i ho intuim...
feina = realització = frustració per impossibilitat
feina = sou per a subsistir = resignació
suposo que tots teniu bons alicients, no els deixeu hibernar!
petonets
Buf!! Em sembla que gairebé tots estem iguals, sense ganes de res i només veient feina i més feina... Estic del tot apàtica i només pensar en els exàmens ja m'entra l'estrès i els nervis i les presses i...
Que arribi l'estiu, les estones de platja, els gelats i les festes JA!! ;)
Ànims, guapa! segur que aviat arriben aquests temps millors que esperem! ;)
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